Friday, March 14, 2003

Secret

Secret

I want to tell you a secret about me
One that may throw you into disbelief
It’s something that’s been on my mind
I just feel this is the precise time

I don’t want you to worry about me
I just feel that you need to see
That what I have to say is from my heart
So please don’t tier it all apart

You have always been there for me
Guiding me with your warmth, your love and energy
You have taken me out of my harms way
Praying for each caring moment that keep me awake

For my secret is nothing to worry about
Its just time I let it out
I want you to know and please never forget
That you are my love, my faith and the keeper of my heart

PkS ~ 2003 ©

Steel

Steel

Steel blade pressed against my skin
Shackled grin sickened by distress from within
Beginning to end, life takes what it must
It continues its pathetic little game to the end with every push

Push of steel against the cold softness of skin
Feeling your worries fall into a higher plane of conciseness
Moving with the motions of what life throws at you
Finding relief in your steel bladed friend you’ve adopted so soon

You can almost find yourself in ecstasy
Knowing that you will soon find relief to the endless pain
Reading the marks of redness slip into a surreal state of drowning
Your heart pounding in excitement with a sigh of pleasures bleeding

Living in a dream of uncertainty
Not knowing what is real or what is just fantasy
Late into the night you lock your doors knowing you are all alone
Just to live in a dream, waking an inevitable motion

Shredded tears as you met your defeat
Finding a sexual sense of excitement as your skin flies open in relief
Catch the drenching flow of sorrow finally leave your side
Watching the steel blade take it’s finally run to a lesser pain inside


PkS ~ 2003©

This was written to release pressure of anger towards what I fight each day right now. Nothing more than words that are written down on a peice of paper. For one person may thing this made be a state of mind, to another it might remind them of the pain we are afraid to open ourselves up with others.