Steel
Steel blade pressed against my skin
Shackled grin sickened by distress from within
Beginning to end, life takes what it must
It continues its pathetic little game to the end with every push
Push of steel against the cold softness of skin
Feeling your worries fall into a higher plane of conciseness
Moving with the motions of what life throws at you
Finding relief in your steel bladed friend you’ve adopted so soon
You can almost find yourself in ecstasy
Knowing that you will soon find relief to the endless pain
Reading the marks of redness slip into a surreal state of drowning
Your heart pounding in excitement with a sigh of pleasures bleeding
Living in a dream of uncertainty
Not knowing what is real or what is just fantasy
Late into the night you lock your doors knowing you are all alone
Just to live in a dream, waking an inevitable motion
Shredded tears as you met your defeat
Finding a sexual sense of excitement as your skin flies open in relief
Catch the drenching flow of sorrow finally leave your side
Watching the steel blade take it’s finally run to a lesser pain inside
PkS ~ 2003©
This was written to release pressure of anger towards what I fight each day right now. Nothing more than words that are written down on a peice of paper. For one person may thing this made be a state of mind, to another it might remind them of the pain we are afraid to open ourselves up with others.
