Thursday, June 30, 2005
Addicted Eh?
Addicting eh? Emmmm Hmmmm.... then addicted you shall be... addicted, to little old me!
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
Trickled Effect
Trickled Effect~
Trickling down my face I feel a warmth embrace
Of something pure and innocent that braces me
Trickling down my face I feel the moisture starting to escape
Of the laughter that has subsided, once the wind has sat still beside me
Trickling down my face, I start to feel the straight lines with no grace
Of purity and security twirling deep within myself
Trickling down my face, I find a gentle tear that pours itself downward
Of love and serenity held by a single passing of joy deep from within me
Trickling down my face, I find a passive place where I can find myself
Of feelings and memories that are mine, mine alone
Trickling down my face, I sense a wonderment of arrays that lead me down this path
Of absence grown deep within my heart, founded by a moisture that grows from within mine own
PkS 2005 ©
Swimming
Swimming in a faded washed world of reality... breathless in life, with a beauty that can not be touched, just felt by my warm embrace. Touched by life, touched by grace, touched with an innocence that holds me in place.
PkS 2005 ©
Fallen
Fallen ~
I’ve fallen….
Fallen for you, fallen for every little move, fallen for every breath you take, fallen in love with where we are today.
I’ve fallen…
Fallen deep within your eyes, fallen giddy for your laughter and smile, fallen even more for who you are, I’ve fallen and fallen hard.
I’ve fallen…
Fallen for each word that is said, fallen for each thought that is in your head, fallen for your values in life, fallen in a place that just feels so right.
I’ve fallen…
Fallen for your talents and cares, fallen for every corky little detail, fallen for understanding you so, fallen deeper into your soul.
I’ve fallen…
Fallen for you, fallen for every little move, fallen for who you opened up to be, fallen in love with what we maybe.
I’ve fallen…
Fallen for a man who brings a smile to my face, fallen for a man who understands my shy quite state, fallen for a man who searches the world aimlessly, fallen for a man who I could love endlessly.
PkS 2005 ©
Monday, June 27, 2005
Sleep well Young Prince
Sleep well Young Prince ~
Sleep well my young prince...Shall dusty white fairies pass above your bed and give you smooches from my sweet lips! While your dancing dreams are still in flight, just remember, I’m always by your side. If you should sleep you life away, remember how much my love for you is tucked away. For one simple kiss will awake you from your dreams. And if you can’t find me there by your side, you can always find me lying under the sycamore tree; off in my own fairy filled dreams. If you should try to wake me with a kiss, know this one simple thing, all my wishes become your dreams.
PkS 2005 ©
Sleep well my young prince...Shall dusty white fairies pass above your bed and give you smooches from my sweet lips! While your dancing dreams are still in flight, just remember, I’m always by your side. If you should sleep you life away, remember how much my love for you is tucked away. For one simple kiss will awake you from your dreams. And if you can’t find me there by your side, you can always find me lying under the sycamore tree; off in my own fairy filled dreams. If you should try to wake me with a kiss, know this one simple thing, all my wishes become your dreams.
PkS 2005 ©
Dark Thoughts
Dark Thoughts ~
Dark thoughts run through my mind. Shadows sneaking endlessly in each corner trying to find a place to hide. Frighten of the light, betrayed by the dark; running countless hours avoiding what will unavoidably be my depart. Tired of the fight I make myself go through. Bored of the feeling of never being rescued. It’s easier to close and lock all the doors, but the darkness is calling and will be received with open arms.
This scared little girl had come to her end, of not understanding the grand torment plan. Darkness runs wild with lucid thoughts of suicide; dancing around like brushed wildfires. Not willing to accept a belligerent disgrace of man vs. mind on any mental state.
Dark thoughts continue, hidden to the world to see, not caring at damn what people may think. Nothing new to interject, nothing old to hold me back, nothing at all for me to see, just a darkness that has over taken me. When I lie in bed at night and pray that it is my last breath to take, nothing more seems so relaxing; nothing more is there to make me accept it. I have fought an excellent battle, but the more I fight, the more I know, I won’t be coming home with a trophy to flash and show. The battle was fought with dignity and respect, but sadly I did not win.
Dark thoughts run though my mind, finding all the crevices to take up my time. We have sat for several hour with conversation that temp me, yet, I’m still just that scared little girl who hasn’t fled. Once the time has been secured, I will take matters in my own accord. Not allowing the final battle to be lost, but rather just allowing the white flag to be raised high, no more tortured long dragged out nights.
PkS 2005 ©
Dark thoughts run through my mind. Shadows sneaking endlessly in each corner trying to find a place to hide. Frighten of the light, betrayed by the dark; running countless hours avoiding what will unavoidably be my depart. Tired of the fight I make myself go through. Bored of the feeling of never being rescued. It’s easier to close and lock all the doors, but the darkness is calling and will be received with open arms.
This scared little girl had come to her end, of not understanding the grand torment plan. Darkness runs wild with lucid thoughts of suicide; dancing around like brushed wildfires. Not willing to accept a belligerent disgrace of man vs. mind on any mental state.
Dark thoughts continue, hidden to the world to see, not caring at damn what people may think. Nothing new to interject, nothing old to hold me back, nothing at all for me to see, just a darkness that has over taken me. When I lie in bed at night and pray that it is my last breath to take, nothing more seems so relaxing; nothing more is there to make me accept it. I have fought an excellent battle, but the more I fight, the more I know, I won’t be coming home with a trophy to flash and show. The battle was fought with dignity and respect, but sadly I did not win.
Dark thoughts run though my mind, finding all the crevices to take up my time. We have sat for several hour with conversation that temp me, yet, I’m still just that scared little girl who hasn’t fled. Once the time has been secured, I will take matters in my own accord. Not allowing the final battle to be lost, but rather just allowing the white flag to be raised high, no more tortured long dragged out nights.
PkS 2005 ©
Monday, June 20, 2005
Just a quick update
Just a quick update…..
I know I have not been around much lately, but as time has passed, my thoughts and writings are still deep within me. I have several pieces of my soul that I will be posting over the next few weeks that I have put much thought and energy in. Though my absence has been noticed from so many of you, I say from the depths of my soul that I do appreciate all the support, energy and love that you have sent to me, in either yahoo, emails, phone calls with the occasional unspoken words not left.
Time is a tricky thing. The body and mind need time to rest, relax and comprehend both current and past situations. Though it may seem as if the door has been shut, locked down or bolted, it has been my intention to re-coop from the world and try to find my perfect path in life. I can not say I have found that perfect path, but I feel I am at least finding my way slowly.
And yes, for those of you who know I have been writing Stop Waking Me Up and have previewed some of it, yes, yes, yes…. I will have the 1st chapter on this blogger soon. I am still making edits to the story!
Thank you again for all the support and love. The past few years have been dark, but yet a place some people need to attend to understand their meaning in life.
Zotty
I know I have not been around much lately, but as time has passed, my thoughts and writings are still deep within me. I have several pieces of my soul that I will be posting over the next few weeks that I have put much thought and energy in. Though my absence has been noticed from so many of you, I say from the depths of my soul that I do appreciate all the support, energy and love that you have sent to me, in either yahoo, emails, phone calls with the occasional unspoken words not left.
Time is a tricky thing. The body and mind need time to rest, relax and comprehend both current and past situations. Though it may seem as if the door has been shut, locked down or bolted, it has been my intention to re-coop from the world and try to find my perfect path in life. I can not say I have found that perfect path, but I feel I am at least finding my way slowly.
And yes, for those of you who know I have been writing Stop Waking Me Up and have previewed some of it, yes, yes, yes…. I will have the 1st chapter on this blogger soon. I am still making edits to the story!
Thank you again for all the support and love. The past few years have been dark, but yet a place some people need to attend to understand their meaning in life.
Zotty
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